You may feel like you don't have much faith and can never be on fire for Jesus like that crazy Kim. Trust me when I say, if I can, you can too:
"[A] MUSTARD SEED... is the smallest of all seeds, but it becomes the largest of all garden plants; it grows long branches, and birds can make nests in its shade."
Mark 4:31-32 NLT
FAITH IS GROWABLE.
Don't give up. Fight.
It starts by (1) being around other people of faith and (2) getting the Word in you.
Other people of faith are the fertile soil that supports you.
The Word is the living water that makes all things grow.
As Jesus explained to the woman at Jacob's well:
"If you only knew the gift God has for you and who you are speaking to, you would ask me, and I would give you living water... Anyone who drinks this (well) water will soon become thirsty again. But those who drink the water I give will never be thirsty again. It becomes a fresh, bubbling spring within them, giving them eternal life."
John 4:10,14 NLT
Trust the process. Receive the gift. It works.
"Anyone with ears to hear
should listen and understand."
Mark 4:9 NLT